Wow - it has been forever since I have posted..so long that my few readers may have lost interest and I seriously forgot my blog password and almost decided to forget blogging. Life these past 7 months have been stressful, challenging, hard, and interesting. There has been many life changing events happen and craziness that caused my mind to be a blank slate if I even considered posting a blog.
But the move is done, that was 1 of the big things that happened. We relocated hours away to Eastern Washington and although the house we were trying to buy fell thru and we now find ourselves renting and hope to buy soon...life has drastically slowed. So much so that I even have had troubles fighting boredum. But really ... I cannot be bored. There is no excuse for that!
I promised myself that since I WAY OVER-extended myself these past 2 years that once we moved and my previous life and responsibilities were over, which they now are...that I would SLOW down. Concentrate on being me, being a mother, being a wife and enjoying those roles. Don't fill up on a million responsibilities that aren't mine to take on.
This next year...I plan and hope to accomplish a year focused on being a good mom and wife, getting healthy and losing this weight, and focusing on my schooling. Those are the big ones! The most important. I have used for the first time ever the sentence, "Let me think about it and I will get back to you on that." Rather than committing to what was being asked of me. For me that was a huge step. I always say yes and I tackle a 100 things that people want me to do and because I try with every fiber of my being to be a person of my word I end up putting the truly important things, like my family and my health, on the back burner to do what I said I would do.
So....my new journey begins, 4 more weeks of summer break before our new life really starts. New school for my girls. We have started over and that has been a lonely challenge. I miss the green trees and cooler temperatures and mostly I miss my friends. A girl has to have her friends...thankfully with todays technology staying in contact with them is easier than ever but oh how I miss those hours of talk over coffee, seeing my friends face to face and getting the best hugs ever.
If you happen to think of us, send a prayer our way. Adjusting to new things and a new life is hard but oh, the possibilities!